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at 11/01/2005 09:31:00 PM

we [tsai faith wenyi and part of it gin] had a convo online last night for three and a half hours.

and this made me laugh




hahaha

anyway.. if you guys are wondering why this hasn't been moving its because

- i went back to our lj account because its nicer there.. and if you want it just ask me
- ZIT HAS NOT BEEN BLOGGING BECAUSE SHE HAS ABSOLUTELY NO LIFE AND EVERYDAY SHE MOANS, "I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG!!"
and even though she has four years of blogging experience, she never ever has the sense to COPY the entry before pressing "publish" so she always will send me a one liner sms saying, "MY ENTRY GOT DELETED!!!!" like as though its very surprising and it has never happened before!

for the amount of observations and experiments scientists conduct, they never really apply it to real life. -_-


ok. bye!

at 9/04/2005 05:23:00 PM

OH.. mygoodness.

FOR ALL THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW YET [EG: CC ETC] THIS BLOG IS SHARED. WHICH MEANS THERE IS THE NORMAL PERSON [ME] AND THE OTHER NUT.

so that explains the pictures below.. if you all are traumatised by high-belted poofy-haired sec 1 rgs girls way back in history [especially if they're not properly dressed], don't scroll down. or visit the blog again in a month when the entry below mine is moved off the page.

--

anyway today is quite normal.. nothing very exciting i think..

oh actually..

after school in class was actually very fun with hanyi jean huahua shumin [and a bit of ramu glen joy]...

"if you had to choose another person's life from class to have, which would you choose?"
so i think i'd want to have either pek's or huahua's lives.

and then hanyi and me the simple minded reached our decisions very fast!! and shumin analysed the whole thing and the whole class and their personalities and possessions and everything.. wow. hahaha simple question having so many dimensions.

then we all wondered who was really happy/content.
and i know im not exactly content with mine at the moment.. but then again this can't be avoided all the time i guess.. since it's not the first time and it probably [although i hope not] won't be the last. it's something that's there to test me and to strengthen me like daryl says. so.. i just have to deal with it.
in any case, even though im not really happy with my life, i wouldnt want to change it either la. but i wish it was slightly more peaceful tho..


ok there was a BIT of gossip.. which quite a lot of people knew the gist of already.. and having to assure shumin after school.
this proves my point about how the people you dislike are really those who are a lot like yourself. because you subconsciously see the traits you don't like about yourself in them and ok nvm.. i dont really know how to explain it.
but anyway! its not a very big thing to worry about so..



ok and math beckons. goodbye.

at 8/22/2005 09:21:00 PM

i shall type one entry for 2 blogs. saves time.
anw bessie came to sch with smthg really disgusting today.

a picture speaks a thousand words.
presenting our beautiful sec one selves.

to start the ball rolling..


LING naked. HAHAHAHAHHAHHA



one twelvers. lim hui ling max shumin.



max. looking much cuter last time.



shumin shoving my hand towards her boobs. tmd this is madness why am i putting up pics of my disgusting sec one hair.



breejit babeh. during the qiu tian de tong hua craze. which i still cant understand. incest wad.



ling. omg so cute. reuben says "looks like she took it this yr"



the epitome of coolness. look at our belts.

actually there are a lot more pics but i'm too tired to scan it in.
and gloria thinks that the cameraman has a crush on me. hoho.
there are a lot of solitary pictures of me laughing and doing spastic stuff with v v v v disgusting hair.
i shall not put them up.

anw there are really fat pictures of yingsze but she stole them.
the same way she confiscated my pri sch pics of her when i wanted to show them to ching. haha
JIA JIA WILL YU COME ONLINE NOW.
else how am i gg to pass yu pics of ah lau damnit.

and charlotte tang yu better not pon your 3095734067597397th tuesday else i'll slap yu with a large trout.
ah the good old sec 2 days when everybody loved baksai : D
btw bessie can yu tell me who is ******************************** ***********
how come i have no idea who was the first guy i was ever interested in.
edit- bessie yu pangsai la! i where got so bad taste

at 8/22/2005 08:58:00 PM

happy birthday daryl!!!
hope you're having a great day and getting lots of presents and having lots of fun =)


zit cheer up.. stop being angsty laaaa.
faith was in a blahblah mood yesterday too and i did something to her and at the end of the day she was v happy!

SO.

your turn will come on monday dont worry.

--

rainy days are for remembering.

at 8/20/2005 05:25:00 PM

HEY mister i know yu're reading this
SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ok : )

and THANK YU SO MUCH

i really really appreciate it.

and to cut a long blog short
cos there's still school and clique dinner tmr.
hoho. looking forward to raising the noise level of nydc by 39590468904860 decibels.
plus my deborah heh.
yay last trng!
rachel and popeye are my new floorball idols.

at 8/18/2005 11:44:00 PM

thank YOU for talking to me last night [you know who you are!]. things are better now and im feeling better too.. and i think if you weren't there for me to talk to i would have felt so horrible.
thanks for listening and for the advice even though it was so late at night and especially in situations like these i know its hard for you to think of something to say but thank you for trying anyway.. because what i needed was someone to listen to me in that state.. and you did and it was really comforting cos i didn't feel so alone. and when you suggested praying i did and it helped and also i thanked God for making you my friend. =)


--


okaaayy.. it's such a tiring day.. had a talk in the morning by ex-seniors and they were so happy with their lives and everything was going great for them! so high-flying.. and i feel so under-achieved.. oh sigh


blahblah lects and pw which dragged for very long.


there was the * "eh, hello."
and it made me =)



then lunch after school w class and hung around with zit.. haha got more and more cheered up towards the end of the day. especially trying to open the paint hoho.. zit next thursday can you try and jam your waterbottle cover then we'll all try to open it again but fail miserably haha




ok then second highlight of the day: i went to class and there was RP rehearsal!!


- script was funny and the actors were promising. i was trying to read some lect notes but they were too dull in comparison.. so i gave up and watched RP which was very good


- AND!! CHENGCHAI IS THE ULTIMATE DIRECTOR! he directs with a flair and he knows what he's doing.. he makes the script so natural and human, and me sitting at the back watching it all happen was almost surreal. there is this deep expertise within him and he tells his actors how to do and what to say. and he does it so tactfully and gently its so endearing. it was like a lit lesson on Othello in action, but this was me seeing it happen with CC envisioning everything happening on stage and relating it to his actors [and to me who was listening]. i'm thoroughly impressed.. =) yay for cc!


and meanwhile samjo did an artpiece for me with my whole name and his typical drawings in full colour. for some strange reason it also made my day.. haha




i really really like my classmates =)

at 8/18/2005 09:55:00 PM

i think sometimes i do like going home late at night on long cold train rides, alone. having the company of strangers who are immersed in the silence of their own worlds makes it almost obligatory for you to do the same.
so.. it's good thinking time.


odac had its highlights today.. [external ones espeically.. haha]. vera picked a fight with some idiot who tried to bully me and she got punched and her tooth dropped out. but the guy got sent to hospital. ok not really.. she is going to put braces so she extracted her tooth.. yeayea.. doenst hurt to make it more interesting right.

then alien twisted his ankle for the THIRD time becauses he refuses to listen to me and rest his foot! so today he appeared in the room with a tennis ball ankle and his face was totally screwed up in pain when some of them were treating his leg. so i decided to tell him jokes to distract him from his agony and i came up with two amazing jokes on the spot!! but then after that his face looked even more painful after that i thot i should just shutup >.<


after odac waited in the canteen very long with backseat ppl for ye's mama express. and vera, taoni, benny and i squeezed into the backseat.. eh not backseat gang for nothing ok! then crazy taoni and benny were tickling me and i couldn't do anything!! cos i was squashed by the two fatties and they were sitting slightly behind me so i was so helpless la.. and poor vera cannot smile properly now because the side of her mouth is quite swollen and i think it's going to start hurting. =/
ok then vera and taoni got off at j8 and then benny and me dropped at ulu potong pasir mrt wherever that is. and he gave me directions to take in outram interchange and kept telling me not to get lost. but then.. haha when he left i promptly forgot everything. anw i hunted the whole mrt station for the "PASIR RIS" and finally found it after going up and down a few escalators.
and while i was walking through the tunnel amidst the throng and i suddenly realised that it was about 8.30 and i hadn't told my parents anything about where i was going to be that day and the last place they'll expect me to be was in a tunnel at outram mrt station. and i just wondered if i disppeared there and then, nobody would know anything. and i wondered if anybody, excluding my family, would really care. i mean i know it would affect people i know, but i wondered how much it would really matter.

and no im not suicidal or depressed, it was just a passing thought which made me realise how big the world is and how insignificant i am.


and so began the long train ride home myself.


it's been quite a filled day.


hunting for zits specs early in the morning, kapoeira, then break at S11, buying ice cream and storing it for the class. long lessons in between and class ice cream session after school.

at 8/15/2005 10:01:00 PM

there is something reassuring in watching you walk
and touching when you smile.

the way your voice became that little bit more gentle even in those everyday words.

i think i miss you.



this weekend has been good so far. but there's so much work to catch up on. oh sigh.. and can we move back to lj.. it's so much nicer there. =(

actually i think i'm pretty content with my life at this moment.

nothing is going terribly wrong.. there will always be that element of stress but then in the big picture.. what's it going to matter? i think things are looking up for now..


uh ok.. nothing much else to say.

haha. bye.

at 8/14/2005 10:49:00 AM

its 1 am in the morning
and well : )
some things just cant be said on the blog.
hahah i also dunno why i'm blogging if i'm not gg to say anything : )

RAHRAH
poor xinyu.
yay pw sucks.
and so does daniel ong. yucks elly!
anw dantheman is nina's dan.

haha wad a pangsai entry.
i love fnwbb, clique, and everybody else. !

You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks

at 8/14/2005 01:07:00 AM

i am growing : DDDDDDDDDDDD
yay eat more eat more.

einstein is a genius.
theory of relativity.
how come time flies when i'm talking on the phone/playing comp games/watching csi/shopping/doing a bloody hard paper,
BUT it stops when we're doing sprint jog.
for a pathetic 15 mins.

tmd. the hall clock is spoilt.
it doesnt move everytime we run pass it.
actually the only thing keeping me from stopping halfway
was the thought that i didnt want to waste my one ticket.
so that i can give up next time when the physical gets tougher.

and damnit mr quah keeps chasing me for the funds.
HELLO mrs poh and mrs huffy puffy can we make a decision soon pls.
i dun want to hand in 30 bucks and then ****.
its too ex for a farewell gift.
Horoscope says A big state of the union type talk seems rather intimidating but it doesnt have to be so. Just sit down with you-know-who and tell them what's in your heart. Things will be much better after wards.
I'm not a big believer of this stuff
but ITS A SIGN.

I can pwn char at vrally car racing MUAHA.

at 8/11/2005 10:09:00 PM

there yu go yu nehneh pok -.-

my bloody stomach is taking so long to recover HTOSWTHOPWEHTIG
its been almost a week IOHTWIOETHOEHITOHSTKLNLOWTNK
i wish i have bessie/charissa's stomach.
to be able to eat a hell lot of shit off the canteen table/floor/lecture hall/pple's hair.

ok /edit.
#'* bessiE AY. get a life la says:im sick AGAIn!!!!!!
#'* bessiE AY. get a life la says:damn pissed
*mrpea [HDG] - what she told me says:how come?
#'* bessiE AY. get a life la says:i durno
#'* bessiE AY. get a life la says:i thikn i ate too many beard paps
#'* bessiE AY. get a life la says:papas

OK ADMIT IT.
which ones of yu nehnehs did this.
bro: yu know today. in the canteen. i heard some rjc pple shouting at me. yall v spastic leh.
me: wah lao oei your sister not in sch you also dunno.
bro: then your frens v spastic. want come ri canteen and eat can dont anyhow shout pple's names.

given a choice, he would have disowned me a long time ago.
the las time elly and i passed the ri canteen, i shouted his name.
then we saw some guy running away.
so much sibling love.

i want to stay at home everyday and watch csi : D

at 8/03/2005 07:16:00 PM

[even the wrong words seem to rhyme]



hi..
not what i'd call a fantastic week but it's been ok..

zit's sick with stomach flu and she feels like fainting every few minutes.

but i think i cured her yesterday. and after watching friends i was so tired alr at 11.30 and about to sleep then she called me.. and she sounded so pathetic and said she was going to die every few sentences and i had to keep touching my wooden cupboard. and so i gallantly gave up my sleep for her. then at 1.30 her phone batt ran out and i finally went to sleep. yea anyway she said she felt better so i guess it must be my magic healing powers. maybe it's my voice. WHICH IS NOT WHINY hello all u disgusting brudders.

week was pretty boring.. just the same old thing.

oh! we had a landmark achievement on thursday! for the first time since school started.. NOBODY SPILT ANY DRINKS ON THURSDAY BREAK!! wowee.. so for the first time in hist lect i was dry and comfortable.
oh actually.. i realised something.. i wasn't exactly dry and comfortable. faith wasn't either. yea?? but it had nothing to do with drink so nevermind. heheh right before math lect somemore.. so we spent the whole lecture thinking about the mysteries of the world. which are not appropriate to disclose here.. hey but they were quite profound man.

wednesday after school moortarbet was trying out ddr in 1b's classroom then some of us went over to see haha and they started playing.. quite funny..








thursday when we were painting odacia banner katsai was washing the hamster container so we put the hamster in a pail and it kept staring at me! i am now thoroughly convinced the hamster is in love with me. this is so weird. i wonder if its a guy. if its a girl hamster i'm going to be devastated.. does tt mean i look homo. ew.



see this is the hamster a few weeks ago


and this was on thursday..




!!!!!!!!! do you see a pattern?!?!!!

ok this is slightly traumatic.
actually no i'm crapping. it was very cute

mahbubani talk for rap yest and it was pretty good.. he's quite interesting and he likes provacative things.. not bad.. nice improvement from the very boring and almost useless dialogue session the day before. yup mahbubani was very good.. no reception tho. he had to rush off for some important meeting.

then went secret recipe with faith [and ordered cheapo stuff] and saw vampire and watermelon there and found a new srb for zit. then we kind of went shopping haha.. and she finally got a new pouch to replace her transparent one so she wouldnt get robbed. and girl don't forget to remove the 50buck note frm the side of ur bag.

and we saw tsai's old pencilcase in 37d and started fighting over who got to buy it because it was very nice and it reminded us of tsai and the weird things she did in 413. in the end cannot come to compromise so we hid the pencilcase behind the rest and hope very hard nobody will see.




ok and i came home and walked through the park and thought it felt pretty

at 7/30/2005 12:35:00 PM

today is such a sick of life day and there is only ONE thing that got me really high for a few seconds..
that was during PT when i was standing around and suddenly 9 walked past me.
and i could only think of two things:

1. WAH
2. remember to breathe remember to breathe

at 7/25/2005 10:08:00 PM

i love pakistan because it has wonderful mangoes.

and i love the vending machine outside odac room because it has my ahpek wintermelon tea.


zit just went offline to watch three hours of CSI. ohmyfreak how disgusting is that.
i think i rather write essay.
actually i should be writing my essay.
i think i'll start in twenty minutes.


hello tsai.

i wanna go on movie date.

BUT YOU SEE

i have really bad training days that clashes with EVERYBODY's free days.
so when you and wenyi and faith and zit all have trainings on tue and thurs
and are free on mondays and wednesdays..

mine simply has to be the total opposite!

this = me never being able to go out with you guys and worst still having to go home myself all alone after training/school.

what a horrible life.

and the only day now i have in common is friday.. but then friday is ALWAYS koped by some thing. and so. elly is a sad girl again.

sigh.


howcome the stuff that leeying does seems like what i do also. does that mean i am MANLY?? ok i think she's pro-er than me in many of them..i.e. the cockroach. but i yell a lot also like daryl says, "you yell at everybody la!" and i laugh very loudly and stick my leg on chairs opposite in macdonalds.

=(

but i can't be bothered putting in the effort to cover my mouth and go heeheehee and sit daintily with both feet on the floor and not roll my eyes at some things people say and pretend everything is interesting.

so difficult!

forget it.


my dad just asked me what this book of harry potter was about. and i was thinking long and hard and i realised the Real story only starts in the last 100 pages when they talk about hocruxes.

quite lame har?? but anyway i hope she finishes her last book quickly and not take so long to write its very irritating how she makes the whole world wait for her.
literally.
wow what power.


i really like pakistan mangoes.

at 7/24/2005 11:59:00 AM

1. i finished harry potter
2. i've sorted something out.

and potter was so...
heavy.

and its like after reading 600 pages of it, i have nothing much to say about it, and nothing to discuss.
i really like fawkes.



i think i spent quite a considerable amount of time this week trying to run away from you. but they never really worked anyway. and i got quite confused about the whole thing and i had no idea what i wanted.
actually i knew what i wanted but i had no idea what i was doing.
i actually suddenly told kenny about it and he made things seem so much simplified. so now i know what to do and i made up my mind. i'm not not going to talk about it furthermore. subject closed. dont ask me because i dont want to have to remember and consider everything again.




i think i have been eating so much one day my stomach will overstretch and my skin will crack and split and my guts will spill out and dissolve. i think all bio ppl reading this want to kill themselves. but it feels that way.
and the thing is i eat so much but i'm never full!



and why is everybody depressed and lovesick. ?!!

dont be please.

boys are smelly give up on them.

at 7/23/2005 10:05:00 PM

never ever ever returning the mops again.
9 pm + the toilet above lt1 + pitch dark + green glow from exit sign = FREAKING scary.

pretty much a lousy week.
other than little highs like popping over to secret recipe after sch.
hoho. i'm jus as excited as charissa bout her new 2.0 megapix phone : D

well other than that, sch was dang tiring.
couldnt take it so i din go to sch today. luckily.
charlotte called to complain bout how she had to climb over the back gate, get ling to go and get her harry potter book so she wont have to throw it over, get scratched by the gate, ALL for a maths tutorial, and some lame ass 10minute PW lesson.
heehee. phew.

speaking of that, pw sucks.
that nehneh turban cant teach for nuts.
and theres so much work to do im like how bloody lag.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
so much work so little time.
running out of steam.
and i dun know if i made the right decision in joining back badminton.
we're jus going in circles, discussing the same things over and over again.
bah. i want to have a resolution. !
and in the meantime have to keep hiding from mr quah.
tmd troublesome.

yrbook's out. 413 mafia : D
good job nat and dee!
heh juniors look really wierd in the photos.
and i got a paper cut frm fighting for the yr book.
stupid trier -.-

ling is hilarious.
oh, the troubles of gabbag!

i think i'm very manly it's time to be more shu nu and stop talking about shit during bio pract and talking about shit with my friends and talking about shit with my family and talking about shit while shitting. and den i must laugh at every single non-amusing stupid joke and i must laff whole heartedly and not just for politeness. and den when i laff i cannot open my mouth big big and laff i must cover it and say he he he. and i must stop trying to trip pple although i havent been doing that recently but i think it's very fun. and i must start walking with my knees and ankles stuck together so i will take small steps.

and then i must constantly dig my eyes so that i will not haf any bak sai. and scream when i see a lizard instead of try to catch it. and i must scream and run when i see a cockroach instead of scream and run then run back to step on it. and i must look very very very disturbed and sad when anyone says any word that remotely refers to a sexual organ or a curse. for example when someone says cow. it is REMOTELY linked. very remotely. infact i can't seem to find the link but i'm looking disturbed anywae. then when my frens are not interested in what i haf to say and ask me to shuddup i must start crying instead of shouting at them.

i must speak quietly and not exceeding 50 decibels instead of speaking loudly and not going lower than 90 decibels. YAYY.

my first step to being a shunu begins as i flutter my eyelids innocently while brushing my teeth.

yu want me to be happy to have a good future
i want to make yall happy
and yet we're jus stressing each other out.
fuck la isnt it ironic

at 7/22/2005 10:55:00 PM

HELLO HELLO HELLO!!
IT'S SUCH A PERFECT DAY!!!

THERE WAS ALMOST NOTHING WRONG AT ALL!

wahh i came home feeling so content and happy with life heehee!

ok ok chronological order again

1. had school which was very normal but half of gp was spent frozen and the other half at the back with faith and denise and searching for holes in faith's Very Big adidas jacket. then we were talking about really dumb stupid things

2. let off early for break and then angie and me spent a lot of it gossiping with ninny who is up to a girl's level of gossiping ok.. quite impressive. anyway it was quite fun and then there was this moment i went crazy and started laughing at myself oh man i think i was very stupid. i should stop the whole laughing at things in my head thing. its dumb!!

3. math then after school found zit and then the group of ahbengs including ninny and alien and their mad friends across the table were doing crazy things. and me and zit got into trouble!! uh oh. stupid ninny and his big mouth oh man. so anyway after getting shat on by a bird in odac on monday i put my elbow into lizard shit today. arrgh!! why so loser

4. then went to odac room where taoni and minah were and then i made friends with the hamster. it loves me very much now. it was posing for photos and then it fell asleep in my hand. oh man i almost died it was so cute. and then i was wondering if should go for pt cos my ankle is hurting everytime i put more pressure on it like when i run or hop ard or sth.. so i told minah i will sit there and take care of bags with her. then after spending a very long time playing with the hamster tsai called me to say they were waiting in the canteen!!! yes!! so i went back

and then there was tsai and jingwen and wenyi then faith appeared! yayy!!! so we sit down and what do we do? hahaha gossip and talk again. haha.. so funny and then sat there for like a whole hour then decided that its quite dumb to go to macritchie to sit down and take care of bags and take a 1.5h buside home myself so called benny to beg him to lemme not go. then he and hulin so kind and they even brought my bag there for me yay..

wenyi wanted to play the love game thing on tsai and these are the crazy code names they use


so stayed in canteen and DID HOMEWORK!! we ALL did homework.. so good right? and at the same time talk so much crap and halfway nic msged tsai to tell her there was food in the amphi. then immediately jingwen faith and wenyi jumped up and ran over then they came back with 5 plates of food. and we finished it and realised we wanted more so wenyi and i went again and came back with 3 more plates.
yes we're pigs


and these shorts were below the table all the time and we only realised its significance later on. hah!

and i really want to talk abt how loser zit is! ok i will
so you see after she found out there was food in the amphi she went also and she was holding a cup of punch in her hand and she saw that her hair was very messy so she very intelligently used her hand that was holding her cup to preen her hair and what a surprise! who would expect the drink so spill on her?? -_- she's so dummmb.

ok this sounds so boring but it got me very high so anyway wenyi faith and i left at 5.30 then we went to j8 and walked around a bit. then faith and i had dinner at ya kun then i went happily home.

perfect day!!

oh!!!!!!!!!! and when i got out of the mrt at tamp mrt i saw an rj couple buried in each other in the middle of the freaking control station. and i wanted to know who so i stood there staring for a while and it was so hard to tell because their faces were stuck together i think they were eating each other up and then i went to the toilet cos i was horribly urgent aft the tehping and soyabean then when i came out of the toilet they were still stuck in the same position!! i think they suffocated and died in that way maybe tmr morning assembly we gonna have two minutes of silence for them.


ok then my dad fetched me home..

and i am feeling so happy with life now. =)



ok i had to put this somewhere.. these are the gays in class who were fighting over a pink pen!!
"it's mine la!"
"no i bought it in the bookshop!"
"no seriously its mine!!"
and they were snatching it from each other. what can i sayyy =/


so cute!! seeing it makes me laugh =D



and this is my pretty classroom when it's raining

okayy!!

im off to watch Ed or sth see yall

at 7/20/2005 08:57:00 PM

tsai is disgusting lar!!


tsai. says:
u have the new yrbk??
elissa [where do you hide?] says:
haha i saw bessie's
elissa [where do you hide?] says:
yea its out
elissa [where do you hide?] says:
mrs bala v cute in the buckle page
tsai. says:
hows our class photo
tsai. says:
i mean
elissa [where do you hide?] says:
our class one nice
tsai. says:
did i look okay in the class photo?

-_-

what more to say?


ok..

anyway.. i'm getting the horrible have a lot to write but forgot everything syndrome.. that zit is plagued with too..

like everyday i make mental note.. must write down! but then i forget.

siiiigh.

yest had odac.. played netball then somebody banged into me then i kinda like twisted my ankle again oww.. and the thing is it keeps happening so i get v sick of resting it. so i think its going to be perpetually liddat.. cant be bothered.
and the teacher thinks im some bimbo larrr.. everytime she's around something will happen to me like the first time my toe bled, then second time got a splinter in my finger and then twisted my ankle. oh man so stupid.. and she keeps asking me if im ok!! >.<>(
sad life

so i came home early.. been doing that a lot past few weeks.

i am a changed man.

ok nono.. but yea im a good girl..

then i did homework

and i taped Ed..
ok i am getting a bit sick of gushing about actors.. so i wont. to summarise everything: he's wonderful.


ok.

i saw a smile in the morning and i started remembering a lot of things. and even though i've forgotten about all these recently.. i guess i missed them.

there have been good distractions too!

there's the simpleness, and how the name is said right.


yea.. ok i am getting very very distracted by tsai and minah..
who are talking rubbish!

haha ok im off.

oh btw faith.. i liked the way you looked today. very cute! when i saw you in the morning i wanted to kidnap you and bring you around with me the whole day. can u do tt again tmr??

yea thursday probably will be another try not to be loser but become even more loser day again.
k bye.. this entry sucks. heh

at 7/19/2005 09:49:00 PM

behold the hunkiest blogger.
from rj somemore.
feel damn lucky.
we actually have a diffident DOTAer, quinessential quirk, lushious lipid, macabre MENSAn and secretive setter right in school.
and wad does diffident mean.
according to www.dictionary.com, theres no such word as lushious.

cant believe the gall of that guy.
instead of um-chioing, he is being so blatantly **(#&(%&
-at a loss for words-
I shall futily attempt to justify the extremely hunky heavy crown placed upon my head. A head that is on the contrary to 'hunks', full of synaptic brain matter and electrifying intelligence blah blah blah
which basically translate to i'm not too worried that ST is calling me a hunk. oh but what i'm worrying bout is that pple might think i'm a himbo. actually i have brains. a lot of it in fact.
knn!

dont hate me cos i'm famous?!
chokes.
of course not darling.
we wont hate yu.
but nobody said anything bout feeling sad for.

oh yea brutha. yu can either join the humanities programme.
or stuff those emphatically unequivocally cheem words and esoteric theories up your ass :)

hmm q a bitchy entry.
shit i think my period's coming.
ok shall remove this entry if i feel guilty later on.
but for now, cattiness breeds cattiness.

This led to some rather perplexing topics:

What does the attention whore who can't handle attention do?
Can a jock be smart?
Is cliquish inventing your own language?
Does Bentay have a grossness aura? Or does he?


Well, some of these cannot be answered resoundingly, and will have to be thought over very thoroughly. Not Qn 4 btw, that one's devastatingly simple.

isnt that so sweet of him.
like that also can be hunkiest blogger.
i shall get my bro to start blogging.

at 7/17/2005 08:17:00 PM

do yu know this stupid girl sends me 2 word smses EVERYDAY
that says EH BLOG
elly its not that i dun want to blog
i have no time!

anw i've got to go off soon. shall make this a quick entry.

whats happened in the past few weeks.

clique outing. for jia jia : D



i love nina and ling even though i haven't really had a proper talk with yall for such a long time. even though we are in different classes now. even though my hair looks like pang sai in the pic.



gabbag! with bessie pek and max missing.

chapteh rocks



pw sucks

but certain idiots like shawn chew's fren makes surveys funner.



and is this some sex hotline. someone try it.



my first trng yesterday.
somehow watching gloria fence reminds me of the old days.
arms are sore from lobbing.



cheryl's cute style

and while looking for that, i got distracted by these.



the cute and the not so cute



dragonball hair!



chio cheryl and rachel

couldnt resist putting this in too heehee.



and to prove that i've GOH-ed..



and today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BREEJIT GOH my fellow big hair chio bu darling : )))))))))))))))))



seoul garden was fun! (even though i scalded myself damnit)
i love yu baby


ok gtg finish up this entry another day
nite

at 7/15/2005 10:08:00 PM

I CANT STAND IT
ZIT KEEPS BLACKMAILING ME TO BLOG BUT THEN WHEN IT COMES TO HER TURN SHE TOTALLY REFUSES TO!!
SHE IS SO IRRITATING!!!!!!

URGHH!!!

and i was going to be stubborn and let the blog be stagnant until she writes something but today was too interesting to let pass.. so fine i shall sacrifice my pride just for today..

okay..

so had lessons blahblah and then break!!

ahha!

mel tan showed us her chem paper and we were stunned at how rebellious and paikia she is becoming this year and yes i know last week we agreed to be less loser today but when we saw the paper, faith mel tan and i started fighting over it because faith wanted to photocopy it, mel tan was paranoid and i wanted to take a picture. so during the intense war between faith and mel tan they knocked over a full cup of ice lemon tea and then my phone wallet file got wet and faiths stack of worksheets turned brown and our skirts got wet and the table had a big puddle.
so much for trying to be cooler.
OK OK BUT THERE WAS AN IMPROVEMENT. this time nobody screamed we just all simultaneously stared in horror. not screamed.
but we noticed that we have misfortune with drinks at the table..
so we decided that from now on NO DRINKS AT THE TABLE whoever wants to drink anything must buy drink and stand at the front of the canteen and finish up throw away cup then admitted to sit down.

and then while we were walking to the toilet looking wet and undignified who should we meet along the way but ****!! oh man. and when we came back to the table we found out that zit had been sitting there smiling spastically and waving to strangers.

oh and i finally confirmed who Disc was.. wenyi and her bad taste. -_-
and tsai was complaining that zit likes to whip out her brown ahma specs and stare pervertedly at people walking past and when she described that i knew EXACTLY what she was talking about! because on tues zit and i were at mos beside the big window and then when a group of kids walked past and zit said, "oo.. small boys!" and she whipped out Brown Ahma Specs and started grinning cheekopek-ly at them. yucks zit is sick.


ok so after all the drama during break then go for lect and pw

then! after sch ended class watched russel peters on vcd tt hanyi burned. haha tt guy is hilarious!! indians are too cool lar. and we all were laughing like mad shumin kept bursting out and eiler was literally rofl. -_- crazy la. hahaha and nash from the other side could hear the "be a man!" and he thought that eiler's laughter was shumin's HAHAHA!! and reeves met us after class on the way to the canteen and commented on the noise coming frm our class but he was very nice about it =) ahah quite cool
so went macs to eat and then christine went home and joy gave me and eiler a lift to mrt so i reached home before 6 for dinner! yay! first one home somemore.. what an accomplishment.


oh and i made a BIG SACRIFICE for tsai today
right wenyi?
wah tsai u must be happy understand. stop being grouchy!

oh and chad michael murray is hottttt.. sighhh


OKAY AND NOW I WILL GO BACK TO MY STUBBORN SELF WITH UNFAILING DETERMINATION! AND REFUSE TO BLOG UNTIL ZIT TYPES SOMETHING. so everybody go and bug zit to blog about her unhappening life which she spends watching kids in j8 and kids central cartoons and writing letters to her hc lovers.

yup ok bye!

at 7/14/2005 09:50:00 PM

at 7/12/2005 07:20:00 PM

lovehatehero says:
oh elly
lovehatehero says:
i just wanted to say
lovehatehero says:
I LOVE YOU

yayy.. made me happier.. i was really so sick of life i wanted to scream right before this.
wahh faith can read my mind. she suddenly just wrote that.

but i strongly suspect she loves me only because of what happened during break today

ok chronological order:

- after math lect met jingwen and got reminded abt our thursdaydates

- went to canteen w faith found tsai and then found wenyi

- then jingwen came after a while

- then there was yiwei diana mel tan

- and thus ensued our usual talk.. haha so fun to be w them

- then zit had a star arrival and she showed us her newly purchased team equipment:



with dramatic effect



and ta-daaaa



so this was her team equipment. then she said it was highly valuable
us: Is it from China??
zit: no! from hwachong!
us: oh.. same thing.

yea so tsai took one out and started playing w it and she passed it to me and then i chucked it up and then it dropped into wenyi's tehping and we all simultaneosly screamed in horror. and the entire freaking canteen turned to stare at us.
wah piang. lose face. we spent the next minute cowering and hiding our faces. then jason ong who was half the canteen away told gohzhixian "i bet that was james."
and then winfred and nic who were queuing up at some stall walked over and said, "did u just scream?!"

ok so next week we are changing location.

ok then zit fished out the chapteh.. i think the chicken feathers were wet and sticky. then she contacted the team coach bessie to find out where the team was and bessie said to report at the training grounds [outside council room]. then zit left for training.. the rest of us tried to recover frm the trauma.

yar so anyway went for kwok lect after tt and spent the whole of it laughing and talking to pek hanyi samjo who were behind me.. esp since hanyi was feeling especially awake and he was kajioing shumin abt yc. hahaha.

quite a fun day.

then i still stay back aft school to do math tut okayy! for almost 2.5h.. then me and huahua went next door to watch hanyi and the crazy guys in 1b play dota. o_O
i think ppl who play dota all no life lar.. its not even fun seriously.. like there's the v weird looking bear who hops around and then the gazillion soldiers who electrocute you. nuts.

and this...

is the cutesy odac hamster..
who was huddling in the corner and staring up at me.
wah very cute..

k byye

at 7/07/2005 10:23:00 PM

elly yu goondu nehneh.
there its done. in beautiful red.
i am really tired.
nite

at 7/06/2005 10:54:00 PM

hi..

i'll make this quick..

i noticed a pattern and i cannot believe that i am actually getting affected by it. in other terms -> sick of life.

how weird is that? =/

ok nvm just hope this week passes quickly.


anyway next time anybody wants to bet anything regarding zit.. consult me first. because every bet that i have made with her on things that SHE MAKES DECISIONS on.. i actually manage to win. -_- isnt she useless!!!
like
1. after PAE application i said she will want to stay in hc aft 3 mths and she insisted she woudlnt be emotionally attached to them so she will wanna come rj.
2. and today aft sch she said she would go home and i bet she would end up going out w bessie and charissa...
and im right!!! im good la. yes.. so. CONSULT ME! i help u win money.


so today was quite a normal day..
nothing much interesting other than our class photos were pink.
and that i think reeves is very sweet.

then there was odac. where we did a lot of running.. and then haha stupid me keep procastinating cutting my toenails for a few weeks.. so halfway through running my toenail started cutting into the toe beside it.. so basically after the run the front part of my sock was bloody. haha so sick right.. and rebecca courageously treated my toe for me and do all her pro first aid stuff. haha so nice=)
went home w benny and we saw a BIG GUY reading a book on the train with very big muscles and stupid benny kept egging me on to steal his waterbottle or peer over his shoulder and read the book also. -_- cannot la.. if got fight then the guy will end up in hospital..



and i'm losing my appetite. =(
as in im still very hungry all the time like today during lecture my stomach was growling so loudly that angie and huahua stared at me.
but then once i step into the canteen the hunger either subsides or i just dont feel like eating all the weird food they have.
argghh.. but nevermind today after class lunch me and hanyi bought two boxes of kinder bueno frm ntuc. heehee and he stored in his locker so i'll just kope whenever im hungry now. yay
and i realised i forgot abt the super fried rice and the porridge. ok ok and and my kaya toast. good i hope i remember tt tmr.. and i hope my stomach likes it.

ok sigh. what a boring day.

and what a sick of life day it is too.. ok it came on and off laaa.... must say this if not dumdum benny will say i'm forever sick of life. -_-

ok ok ok.. bye

at 7/06/2005 10:22:00 PM

HELLO.

i am back frm Fish&Co...

heehee i kept punning on the word just now..
cos the guys were behaving suspiciously so i told trixia "wah they're being very Fishy!!!"
and then we were observing huahua's top and i said "hey he's a FISHerman in FISH&co!!"
ha ha! So Smart!

i think my days are getting more and more boring.

blaerrrhhh.

anyway i met odac in the morning.. haha i like spending time w them. =)

and then chiong home to bathe and then rushed to cine.. where i tried to meet ye and zit to get my 100bucks back.. BUT THEY DIDNT COME. -_-

so anyway kbox was too ex and we being kiam ppl decided to do sth else.

so go pool.

wah first time i try. hahah so lousy i dunno how to put my hand on the table or how to move the stick which is HORRIBLY LONG why do they need such a LONG STICK FOR?!!! its almost as tall as me. but then ninny is actually v pro at it [altho he said he dunno how to play?!! bluff one la] so me and sinni altho dunno how to play at all still can win cos we same team as him! haha! v cool. yea so today i learnt somethign new. not bad. AND THEY SHOULD REPAIR THE FREAKING TOILET DOORS LA WADDEHECK i locked it and was about to unzip and then THE DOOR ACTUALLY OPENED. and i screamed and i think the girl outside wanted to die. then my pee got retracted and i coudlnt pee anymore. so i gave up and went back.

oh and as a matter of fact.. heehee im quite touched..

white heart lane seafood platter! says:
nerissaaa
white heart lane seafood platter! says:
u don't like the dogtag right
elissa says:
hahaha no la i think its cool
elissa says:
my first ever dogtag
elissa says:
and not bad what.. officially initiated into brudderhood
white heart lane seafood platter! says:
haha u know right that day u and poon and ler1st go out
elissa says:
hahahha i know
white heart lane seafood platter! says:
then u said the dogtag not nice
white heart lane seafood platter! says:
then they very scared!
elissa says:
hahahahah now i think abt it
elissa says:
hahahahah
elissa says:
so poor thing
white heart lane seafood platter! says:
thats why they had to go buy tom cruise poster

ahaha yea im quite touched yay! cos after going to pee at fish&co then i went back to my seat and saw tom cruise sitting on it. WAHHH!! but he had a beard. haha yayy at least it wasnt brad pitt. shumin got him.. so poor thing. tom cruise TEN TIMES COOLER AND SHUAIER AND HANDSOMER. anyway i think i putting up in class so when i need to tune out i FINALLY HAVE A HOT GUY IN CLASS TO STARE AT!!!! hahaha my brudders so thoughtful. =)

--

anyway my head is suddenly spinning and i cant focus on the screen. how weird. ahaha and NO its not becuase of Tom.. he's downstairs.


navjote looked really miserable at dinner =/ so i went to play with his palmtop thing and then he taught me how to play air hockey on it which is VERY HARD even at level 1. wah make me feel so loser.. got trashed by the computer so many times. and he laughed at me so i hope he felt better. i feel like a sacrificial metal. die for the sake of others. SO GALLANT. and chengchai is v v cute! he saw claudia's pic and swooned. HA HA! then the photo got passed ard the whole class and i coudltn see the rest of the pics. esp the one tt i took w Tom.


--

how do you read a person? its more of what the person wants to show you right?

would you feel lost if you couldnt read someone? huahua says he does because it makes it hard for him to open up to the person.

i dunno what to think abt tt.. actually i do.. i think...

umm... ok nvm dont know how to say

i realise i dont really try to pry into other ppl.. guess if they want to keep some things to themselves i wont try to understand it at all. and i guess tts what keeps me further off hm =/
and i never really used to care abt this but huahua says it like reading everyone is essential to him. and i wonder howcome i dont really bother.. i think its because i dont want ppl to read me too.

--

ok!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe i'll bug daryl for pics of today.

and i really

dont

want

to

go

to

school

tomorrow.

life sucks.



ok nononoo it does not. but sigh school sucks.

at 7/04/2005 11:22:00 PM

wah lao my mouse is finally working again.
after 3959826796 yrs.
it was out of batt jus now
and i had to do everything by alt+tab.

anw xinyu showed me a site
its .
see for yourself.
















































































lots more. go see. gogogo.
elly one of them there -points up- is for yu : D
but since this is a public blog i shant reveal which one.

anw ytd was fun!
haven eaten at the far east chicken rice shop ever since i left rg.
and all the shoe shopping.
shit my feet are so much bigger than elly.
and elly got her belated bday present from wenny and faitho!
dang cute idea.
but yall should have gotten her a prata and kong bak pao.
cut my hair. sorry to disappoint yall -.- not butch short.
and my disgusting friends were crowding arnd trying to take pictures of me during the hair treatment thingy.
cos i looked like an alien with that huge thingamajy.
damnit.

then after one whole day of shopping, i was waiting for my dad to pick me up at amk mrt
and massaging my poor feet, poo jill smsed me zit my god why did you cut your hair?! But you look rather good.
i was like waddaheck (shit she saw me scratching my heel in public) and i started looking arnd frantically.
and turns out she jus saw my photoshop pic.
CHEH!

take a look at this.

was reading the sunday times and i thought it really looked like badminton strokes.
see right the first pic is backhand.
(except no one holds the racket in such a gu niang way la)
then the rest of the first row is lobbing/smashing.
yu can see him raising his left hand for balance then he pulls back his arm for a full swing.
and in the last photo he even has follow-through.

then second row is tapping.
see yu cant have too much arm movement, else it'll be too slow.
so he jus uses his wrist power. snap snap.
RIGHT!

speaking of bmt, lin dan's knocked out.
hoho. rachel and charissa must be moping like mad.
qt surprised. seriously he's practically undefeatable.
maybe offday. nvm he's a chao ah beng! din watch aviva cos too busy.
but anw go taufik! and sigit b and candra wijaya!

ok gtg queensway with bessie and charissa.
shit i'm gg to be super late

at 7/03/2005 01:51:00 PM

HELLO HELLO HELLO

YESTERDAY I WAS N A TERRIBLE MOOD WHEN I REACHED HOME

AND I WAS COMPLAINING TO SOME PEOPLE ONLINE

AND I AM VERY THANKFUL TO THESE PPL

BECUASE THEY MADE ME FEEL MUCH BETTER

ZITGERALDHUAHUABENNY

THANKYOU

hee hee sneak peek at our nicks:
faith: miss boey > miss tan > miss thian > miss james > miss tsai > miss wang
nat: miss tan > miss boey > miss thian > miss james > miss tsai > miss wang says:
wenyi: miss thian > miss boey > miss tan > miss tsai > miss james > miss wang says:
mine: elissa [miss james > miss tsai > miss tan > miss boey > miss thian > miss wang] says:
zit: ms wang>mstan>msboey*mrpea [HDG] - jdkd says:
buggers

heeheeheee!!!!! what a coincidence! miss wang looks like she's always the last..

ok.. and now for...

YESTERDAY!!!

yayyy! supposed to meet zit only but in the end when faith and wenyi found out that zit had a 200 DOLLAR TANGS VOUCHER they came hurrying to find us too.. hahahah so we were one happy bunch.

ate at man u chicken rice shop then we went to cut zits hair at francis and jean.. and francis [or his father maybe] was very nice to the three of us who didnt go to cut hair but went in because we wanted to see zit in her alien glory.. he let us have nice chairs and served all of us tea!! wahh feel so high class sit down and sip tea and gossip. the only thing not high class abt us is that we laugh v loud and then zit who was quite far away and getting her hair washed could hear us.

this is my present from wenyi and faith who gave me the stuff in separate bags. and i didnt understand what they meant. until i saw the price tags..



wah.. from the lands of my ancestors.



cute right!


and this is zit treating her hair!!



hahahaha her heads on fire




after the cut whoo so pretty



then the four of us went to daryl's frying fox to give him moral support. then he showed us a video of this little four year old kid who was climbing the rockwall! so cute!! then daryl the bugger kept bugging me to do it. but i too chicken.. skarly the string kiap when i'm halfway across then i fall down and die. 0_0

saw a few thousand rj ppl.. wahh.. and i met my batchmates there!!! yay so happy to see them.. onkie amanda amy dee. =) its not so much talking to them or being around.. i guess just seeing them kinda brings a lot of memories back. just something special we shared years ago and its something that binds us together.

ok then faith left w daryl and friend.. wenyi went home and i was left w zit.

so we went shopping


and we took this photo a million times because stupid zit kept looking at my phone screen and not at the mirror. and she kept wrecking the photos. and before this perfect one i was yelling 'LOOK AT THE MIRROR. THE MIRROR YOU IDIOT". and she finally did. yay! but we v lose face.. so many ppl walk past think we crazy.

so zit bought a top and i expressed my negative feelings for fcuk cos its an AA poser brand and i hate the way it puns on the word. but then i discovered this nice pants frm there and i tried it on and kinda fell in love. the only thing stopping me frm buying was the price. sigh.. im a good girl la.. save parents money. haha but sometimes just for a while i wish i was filthy rich.

yea so we went home quite late without dinner cos we werent hungry the whole time and we forgot about being high class so as usual we sat down on the mrt floor waiting for the trains. zit we're 17 must grow up.


came home and felt depressed and talked to ppl who made me happier in the end.
-
thank you for not making it so hard for me.
-

and today is such a cool day. wah im v happy.

OK DONE!!! FINISH BLOGGING ZIT UR TURN

at 7/03/2005 12:36:00 PM